Masculine guy in my 30's, attracted to ladies and guys at the same time. Bisexual tendencies that I do my best not to act out on. It's a serious struggle that some of you may feel disgusted by, but it's my struggle. Whether it disappears one day or not, tutajua huko mbele. I have a few pals who know and haven't judged me but have treated me as any human would but sometimes I feel alone with the struggle. I also have a kasmall moral compass that lets me know its wrong but also, I've low key accepted it. To anyone (man or woman) going through the same my advice is share with one or two people you trust and leave the rest to God.
I can't trust anyone I know so far, unless I leave the country and start again.