i have so much resentment to the guy who doesn't love me back, he is not even open to talk abt his feelings and i sadly let him lead me on. Like he sees me when he wants too to his own convenience, he talks to me at his own convenience .I wish he could just be honest with me.I feel really frustrated and i hate it that i cant love myself a bit more.I resent him!!
I feel bad for you but you should be putting yourself first. I'm not reprimanding you but you have just said everything that needs to be said. You have put is blatantly , he only uses you. Please no matter how painful it is , wake up and leave . You know you deserve better
Leave him alone.