I lost my mentor, then my father, and then my better half, year after year after year. Turning 30 next week and I feel drained and broken in so many ways. Career wise, I feel like miles behind. Just wish I was 18 all over again, would have made better choices.
Hugs. Time is the best healer. Take your time to morn the loved ones. The best is yet to come. All the best.
I turned 33 this yr. I was orphaned at 12. I've lost 4 out of 5 siblings. I lost my way a long time ago. My whole life has been hit n miss, trial and error. I've made mistakes I've never recovered from. My broken pieces are everywhere. But there's one thing I have, and you do too, HOPE. I hope for a better day today and tomorrow. I hope I'll get a job, a family, one day. I hope that I can be a better man. Then a better boyfriend, husband, father and ultimately grand pa. I'm working on being the best version I can be. And you can too. Think about what you've got. I'm sure there's someone somewhere hoping for just a quarter of what you have. So take heart. You are not alone.
Sorry I lost my husband too,and I'm 30 yrs while I was expectant,I got betrayed,searched for answers in the wrong places,but I turned back to God and prayers there's power in praying.