I grew up without both my parents. I don't know my biological father and my mother gave me away so that she could work. Grew up with a manipulative grandmother for most part of my life. As an adult I crave love and have a tendency to get attached to toxic emotionally distant women. I want to fix whatever is wrong.
Hi, I would really advise you to step aside from any kind of relationship. Stay alone until you feel fulfilled being alone, you will realize your weakness and strengths and that will make you love yourself more. I also recommend Jesus!