Bonga

I am deep in depression. I have attempted suicide several times but it didn't work. I don't see myself making it through this time round though

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I would just like to acknowledge the deep emotional pain that has brought you to this point. I am so sorry that you feel this way. I don't know why you want to end it but may I suggest that you seek professional help? At least try that before you make the final decision to end it. Try everything to stay alive. Why? Because its our pain that makes life meaningful. We become compassionate towards others who bear the same problems and we are able to encourage them. Most importantly imagine the fact that you'll never see your loved ones after this. Also the worst part about suicide is that people don't remember the things you did. They summaries your life in one phrase. You become the lady who killed herself or the guy who killed himself. But all these is hard to process when the heart is throbbing with pain and hopelessness. Try. 1 more time. Just one more time to talk to a counsellor or psychologist. Take heart.

Hello, I'm checking in. How are you doing?

Sorry for that. Hang in there, God is in control