Where can one be taught on how to fit in.having grown up in a resource limited setting I find it hand associating with those who have grown in privilege.I most of the time can’t relate with their discussions hence the feeling of being left out. I work where almost all my colleagues grew in privileged backgrounds.many atimes I feel like quiting as I have been unable to properly integrate
am now 37. never been in a relationship that goes past 3 months, at first they pretend it's all right. some after seeing me physically, that's the last day chatting or seeing each other.
am pretty,wise,independent (good salary) and basically a good person. issue is my height. to me, that's nothing, but to others, am a spectacle and an emblem of shame----how they view being with me. still a virgin ( I try to remain chaste till am married). just being 4.4" is the real issue.
they leave me but some try coming back but nah! some men are also gold diggers.
some wanna just use me as a sex object- not me!
nway, such is my life.
i stopped hoping to find anyone to marry me. no need to hope for nothing. i push maself literally on a daily basis. cry when alone but show a brave face daily.
if men were bought, i would rather live on debt but get one. nway, only in dreams. must push on.
I have a problem, there's this guy I really like not in a sexual way but like a father figure. The problem is I feel obsessed with him. I found myself seeking attention ,doing things to get his attention. I keep trying to please him and it feels good when he praises me. But It hurts because I want him to be just someone normal in my life. I feel like am idolizing him. How do I get over my obsession of seeking praise/ attention/ validation from him? It's really hurting me coz when he doesn't notice things I hurt alot.