My best friend always gets close to the people I really like or date/dated. He always gets a way to communicate with them like on social media and such. The people I like, date or dates also get close to him. I, on the other hand, never get close to his ex's or the people he likes coz I find it crossing the boundaries. His behaviour makes me feel bad and over think what they say or do behind my back. I have told him how I feel before and he is well aware. Is this feeling normal? Am I over reacting? How do I deal with this? I don't want to loose the friendship but his behaviour sometimes makes me mad at him coz it's a repeat pattern for a long time.
I'm 35 single, never been in relationship. I used to think success money connections would attract everything I've ever wanted like a loving wife and family. But without self love, self esteem, courage, high sense of self worth or simply just loving oneself inspite of everything going on the world, i'll never achieve it. It's funny that everything i want is just a simple decision and will to do it. But without the action all hope is lost. The mind can be a prison. I just hope I'll overcome my limiting beliefs and inactions on the things I simply truly want. How do I stop the negative narratives and unfounded beliefs that I'll never be good enough or worthy of this simple task. If love is truly a verb then I think I'm fucked.