I really like this guy. I melt when I see him. I love seeing him at work, I love meeting him on the corridors but I have to act like I feel nothing, idk. We met at my place around 3weeks ago and we kissed and I can't get over it. He hasn't said anything after that but he's all I think about, I even literally dream with him. I don't want to say anything to him because I don't want to sabotage it and he's the man he should take the lead. I don't know how he feels about me and I'm so scared I'm so in love with him. It literally scares me. I wish he said something or asked me out or asked me to be his.
For some reason people don't like me. In fact I'm usually ignored. I accepted my loneliness a long time ago. But as of late something has shifted. I'm craving for someone. Just one. To share my life with. But I've been alone so long I don't even have the confidence to hit on girls. Plus campus girls seem like a whole load of work. But my search continues. Till I find that one girl.