have been dating this single mother for 9 months. She's one year older than me and the kid is three. I really love her and I'm even ready to marry her. Please advise how I go about this because I'm really confused 

im suspended from campus my current guy just dumped me my parrents dont know anything that is happening to me

I feel attached to my ex..but i cant leave my current boyfriend

Generally scared of what life is going to bring my way

Generally feeling anxious about where my life's headed and what happened between me and my signifusign other

Im feeling very anxious about my work life , where i feel like im not getting amywhere .

Someone needs help here

I have come to realize..everyone has a fake life that we potray ...and if you become real people tend to move out...why?