im suspended from campus my current guy just dumped me my parrents dont know anything that is happening to me

I feel attached to my ex..but i cant leave my current boyfriend

Generally scared of what life is going to bring my way

Generally feeling anxious about where my life's headed and what happened between me and my signifusign other

Im feeling very anxious about my work life , where i feel like im not getting amywhere .

Someone needs help here

I have come to realize..everyone has a fake life that we potray ...and if you become real people tend to move out...why?

I am married man and am still attracted to my ex who is also married. We usually find ourselves texting each other like lots of dirty messages. We have not met since we live a bit far from each other. I know this is wrong but I can't stop. I am very sure when we meet we will have sex and that will make us feel ashamed deep inside our hearts.

Hatukuachana kwa ubaya. She happens to be older than me so we decided that since I cannot marry her, she is free to get married to someone else. So ulipata jamaa akamove on. I was glad she got someone too.

But here we are now. Texting texting texting.... I know tunakosea hapa.