..... Its really draining me down i feel like committing a crime and get locked for good or just die

She left me when covid happened and i lost everything 😭

I consumed all my pension and savings and she quited on me i was mistreated, disrespected abused and finally shebwakked out with my son n daughter im left alone jobless no family no one to turn to lifecis bitter and it gets bitter every day depression is real i am a man without a meaning😭😭

My whole life my family my kids all gone im a hopeless persom lost everything nothing makes sense anymore

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Hugs.You are not alone. Life can be so overwhelming that I feel constantly defeated and start thinking i would be better off not living because what is the point with all this burden. but then I think I'm all my kid has, having lost my parents i can't imagine him having no one so he gives me the desire to hold on push on and hope for better things to come

Come volunteer in the shamba. The hardwork and sunshine will sort the stress. And I'll provide food