I struggle with anxiety. I worry alot and don't know how to switch the worrying off. It hurts that I can't be normal. All this anxiety makes me lose my appetite and get acidity. It's caused me to lose so much weight and peace of mind. I feel like running away from reality but I don't know where to go.
Please please please see a doctor. They are capable of giving you the most accurate and safe advice for times like these. In case you cannot afford it but you are working make it you FIRST priority. Put money aside to go visit not only a doctor for you health generally but also a doctor for your mental health. Run some blood tests also.