I'm not ashamed of my scars

I just didn't wake up one morning and start cutting

It took me time

A lot of hurt 

So much pain

My mental illness worsened 

My depression got the best of me

I didn't give up

When everything in me wanted me dead and gone

I still fought to stay alive

I'm mentally tortured 

My monsters mock me

You know the worse battle

Is the one you are with your self

The pain from within 

Is greater than any pain

The scars that no one sees are the hardest to explain 

Transferring my mental pain to physical pain helps 

So the scars you see on my body 

Ain't defeat but strength 

Instead of killing my self 

This is what I do

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Does it help???the cutting??