Bonga

I just ordered the poison im going to end my life with.In too much pain, cant continue living like this

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I have been trying to come with a good conversation starter in order to tell you a good intentioned, if slightly offensive remark that will make you think a bit...If you reply, you are still alive(obviously) and it will make the remaining days easier for you You have shared that you are in pain, and that you need help, and you have a platform to be heard, and hopefully, it will calm your heart and mind a bit to know that at least one person heard you. All I need to know is which poison you ordered that will not add pain on top pain, because buddy, you are going through shits and diarrhea, and I don't think you want paramedics to find that you died on a toilet. Of course I am assuming that you did your research on what poison to take so that you can go peacefully,and in now way, shape or form am I advocating for suicide...but if you want to go, go well. Go in peace making sure that is not a spur of the moment decision. Go with the notion that you made peace with what you are about to do and IF there is an afterlife, make sure that you will not regret what you did, up there or down there. You have made your decision and it would be difficult to try and stop you...I am not here for that. Just take a moment. If you can, do the whole pros and cons thing. Whatever the result, whatever you do next will determine what happens to you and your loved ones. Remember that it won't be you alone to be affected. And I, a stranger, am not here to judge. I have been told I am good listener, so I have been imagining this as a conversation between two friends who have known each other for a while. We are in place full of green grass and good sunshine and if the pros outweigh the cons and this is goodbye, I just want to tell you that I heard you, but it won't be goodbye...it's just a... "I'll be seeing you around..." type of situation.

One more thing, don't be a cliché and do the normal methods. If you want to do it, go in sophisticated...do what is not normally done..and if you change your mind, reach me here, IF you want to... I'll be here...

Sorry for the Insha...😁

That first reply is all you needed to hear. How I'd like to have friend like them, even it's just virtual like this.

Did you know that it rained yesternight in most places around the country? It's still raining here! Have you ever just sat sat out on the rain and let it wash you? If not, you can try it before you leave. If you haven't gone ahead with your decision, we'd like to hear from you.

Peace here! Peace there!

My illness is unbearable only way out is death. And yes, i have researched for months on how to go, so its not a spur of the moment decision.

Glad to know that you read me...more importantly, glad that you are here...

I am here...like I said...call me W...

Mind if I ask the ailment, if it's okay with you...

Everybody has friends like that...the only thing is who can count on to be there when you need them to be...if you want them to be...even a stranger on a bench, or a person reaching out to be helped, virtually or otherwise...

Comfort can be just as simple as reassuring a person that it's gonna be alright...