Aki nalewa sana....I have drunk cheap alcohol for 14 days straight and my wife is not talking to me. I feel bored by life, work and I dont know why. Only alcohol gives me sleep and the cycle continues the following day. I
You've gotta put a break on the bottle bro. It may be hard but sometimes hubidi. Right now I feel bored with work and life but I'm trying to get better. A little effort goes a long way.
I know how you can get stuck in a cycle. As human beings we tend to escape some realities by looking for an easy escape... Labda facing the monster your escaping might help ? Talk to someone you trust