Bonga

I am lost. I know what i must do yet i choose not to do it. Its like Im a vessel just going through life. I dont even understand what i feel. Im not sad or happy just there. It feels like the whole world is moving and im stuck but i dont know why? Whats wrong with me? Even basic things like taking a shower is burdensome. Am i crazy? What do i do? What can i do? Why cant i do that that needs to be done? I know it needs to be done? Why is it so hard to do such a simple task? Im just lost. I dont even know if i can be found

  Published  19th Nov 2021 at 8:57 pm

You are morbidly depressed. if taking a shower, getting out of bed becomes an uphill task just know your soul is yearning for change

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