If only been happy could be easier....as in just be happy despite everything not going as planned... despite feeling stagnant and not knowing what the future holds
I am sorry for what you're going through. The mystery of life lies in not knowing tomorrow. Not many things go as planned but our ability to rise up and try again is what leads us to a better future. Endure this period, but look for the light at the end of the tunnel. My friend, there is always some light. Look for it, no matter how faint. It may get darker but it sure will be brighter. Just don't lose your ability to look for this light and follow it. While at it, embrace the process, the challenges, not necessarily looking for a particular outcome but relishing the thought that I am doing something, I did something, not matter how little. It may take you months or years and that's why it's good to enjoy the process. The process is all we have, the now. Life lies in the now, in the moment. You're not alone.