I'm afraid I can't get attached to any relationship. At first I just thought it's a phase but later realized that I'm even not that close with my family and friends. I enjoy when they are around but soon as I'm on my own, I forget everyone else.
I'm I okay?
Recognise what ignites the dettachment.
I have just been like that since I was little. I prefer casual connections
Okay.You are a loner,solitude works for you.Don't beat yourself up so long as you have not wronged anyone,enjoy the peace.We humans can't all be the same.Embrace you.It is normal as there are numerous people like you.You are not alone.
The last line kinda cheers me up.
I'll come through for my fam n friends when need be. I'm just bad at keeping touch if you are far away. I appreciate the close company relationship.