I'm hurting so bad
Share what's going on...
My life is in a mess. Everyone is seemingly against me. There are colleague spreading rumors about me and damaging my reputation......some of the rumors are true and I have no evidence of what they say.....I'm a member of the LGBTQ community. I'm getting so much shit from everyone because if I talk to anyone they only make bad comments about me and it is damaging my feelings.....it's messing up my mind.....I can't defend myself......nobody wants to associate with me. Even my family talks and laughs at me.....they discriminate against me. I've tried to associate myself with members of the LGBTQ community but I don't seem to fit anywhere. I broke up with my ex partner of six years like 2 years ago and it still hurts 2 years on......I am 34 and I don't have a kid yet....I can feel the resentment my mum has towards me. I am all alone, no friends, family is distant......I honestly wish I never existed. I have started to hate everyone. I don't know who to trust.