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I have been through so much that I have lost my sense to feel anymore. I  dont feel useful and every morning I just look forward to the day ending. I do not want to talk to anyone and I do not want to meet any new person. 

Most times I just want to die. I have distanced myself from people and I just got to a point where I dont have friends or family. 

My family consists of those kind of people who can even forget your name. Nobody cares about you. Its just like "grow up and get out and remember not to come back" 

My life right now is so lonely but with a lot of people around. People I cannot talk to. I drown in my own misery all day everyday. I dont know if there is anything left for me to try to start living again. Its been long since I felt like a human. 

  Published  23rd Jan 2019 at 8:57 am

Hallo,  I can only imagine what it must feel like to loose your sense of feeling as you describe in such detail. According to what youve said, there might have been a time you felt happy, and alive, and wanted to live. would you remember what happened to you for you to loose that feeling? That could be a good place to start. i am here if you want to talk about it. 

  Published  23rd Jan 2019 at 9:18 am

hey dont let that feeling get the beest of you its okay to feel that sometimes but dont let it get to your head. Im here if you wonna talk

  Published  25th Jan 2019 at 8:57 am

Hello Anonymous,

I cant say enough than the first response that you got....there has to be a time when you were partially or full happy and it might call for you to reverse your thought until such a time and then try and Identify what happened to you. More over from  your first statement you acknowledge that you have been through alot withought going into details hence all we can help with is general advice from general assumptions.

Its kind od sad that you say you just feel at time that death might be the only thing that will keep you off your misery but before we go too far to ponder on this may be a quick question might help. Have you ever taken time to count your blessing?As an individual what are you good at?What remains of you if all the people and relationships of this world were to be pulled of from you?What makes you stand out from the rest? Whats your uniqueness? If you can be able to answer this series of question you will be at a better point of understanding your self fast before you focus on your relationship with other.

In life and the setting that we have been brought up in it always makes us want acknowledgement and acceptance  from other but in trueness it usually starts with us acknowledging our self, honouring and appreciating our inner self first and celebrating our uniqueness in our own small ways.Being lonely is always detrimental as it makes us be engulfed in self pitty for the things we think we need to have achieved or done and we have not yet done but, if you were to take a deep look inwithin your self am truely sure you have an answer to your misery its just that you might have the fear to face the reality of your situation. Your worries are a true indication that there is a part of you that is sure that there is a room for change and all you need to do is open up your self for the change and work toward making your self  feel human again.


As I conclude ask your self this questions ... Can I influence my situation? Do I have the ability to change what I feel? If your answers to this question is yes then all you need to do is find the inner power and strength to change things for the better and if your answer is no you might need more proffesional help but it all start from the point of you wanting that change like the initiative you took to share in this forum

I wish you the very best as you ponder on help that will come through via this forum

Be positive. Find your internal Energy. Appreciate your uniqueness and Be you.

  Published  27th Jan 2019 at 1:50 pm

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  Published  30th Jan 2019 at 8:32 am

Hi,I can tell from your comment that you have been going through a lot.It could you be important that you speak to a mental health professional to receive adequate support.We at chiromo Lane medical center would be willing to offer the support.Please contact us on 0700779704

 

  Published  30th Jan 2019 at 8:32 am
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  Published  4th Feb 2019 at 9:33 am