Bonga

i feel like my life is shattering down.I've drowned myself so much in alcohol,I hate my job because I put in so much effort but what I earn can't even sustain me,Im supposed to vacate my house by 31st I don't know where ill go to  and I feel so torn I cry myself to sleep.my landlord wants me to replace some doors ,I don't even have a dime to even move out .I'm totally clueless on what to do.God give me a sign!Im losing my mind 

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I promise you. This is not the end. Life is not shattering. Life is a bitch. Its full of challenges and it doesn't get easier. We get stronger. What's your dream job? Is it something you can do as a sidehustle to supplement your income? Believe in yourself. Instead of praying God give me a sign, start thanking God for the problem solving, kick ass brain he's given you. Because problems and challenges will come long after the problems you have now are gone. Start thinking up of solutions. Reach out to your friends and family if you can, isolation only throws you deeper into depression. And it's ok to ask for help. If you believe on your ability to solve these problems, your attitude will start to change and your prayers will change from wishing to empowering. You'll get through this. Breathe.