I am tired. My body is tired. I want to sleep and not wake up. I wish I could vanish with all memories of me. Like I never existed. I’m mostly alone so people won’t miss me much. People think I have it all. But I am sad, just keeping up appearances. I have no one to talk to openly. So I just carry the hurt and sadness. I am so tired. I wish I could take away my life but I don’t know how to do it painlessly. I also don’t want to hurt my parents because they will blame themselves. But I am tired. I wish someone could take off the load. But it is what it is.
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