I feel like if I din't exist my family would have their perfect family & be happy....
crap.. I know all about That..
buh shift perspective, like what I do..
if you aren't there, who else they gonna rant at..?!😶 Talking like a black sheep n the firstborn for that matter.. I keep trying Yoh..!! One day Amma catch my break,n the tables will surely turn..& repay them with Love.. FAMILY IS ALL WE GAT
Firstborn we are dead men walking.
Fuck saaaaame 😪. Like I'm the total failure here. Worst is they treat me ok. That makes it worst cause like I'm being ungrateful or something. I just feel like me dying would make this family better.