What's the point of living
Hello! I wonder what you're going through. Just remember, that you're not alone. You want someone to care, and it seems as if there is no amount of caring that will fill the empty hole in your heart, and no matter how hard you try to fill it up yourself it only goes halfway and then starts slipping back to empty.
Every day is a struggle to survive. Every day you wake up and wonder, “How much longer can I go on?”
The emptiness that fills your heart and your soul begins to take over your rationality.
At some point the things that kept you going have become meaningless. The life you have lived for so many years was just a struggle to survive. Everything seems futile.
Today you are at a point where nothing means anything. You feel nothing. Everything seems pointless and the never ending search for meaning makes you want to give up. So alone, so lost.
The endless negative thoughts swirl around in your brain compelling you to question the very essence of life itself. The hope for the future subsides to a dulling ache keeping you going every day. It's hard for you and just too much to bear. Yet somehow, inspite of all the suffering, you are still standing. Not yet defeated. Not yet knocked down. You have such strength in you and this will help you get through this.
There is always something that to hope for. Hope for change. Hope for strength. Hope for love. Hope for a new beginning. Hope that things won’t always be as they have been.
Hope, means not giving up. It means constantly seeking a new way. There's no certainty that things will change tomorrow but you can still thrive and live your best life.
For now, just do the best you can do. Wake up each day and believe that things will get better. That you can survive this because you were born to beat this. That you have every right to be here and that this world would be incomplete without you.
And remember, this too shall pass and yes, there are people out here who really care about you.