im a 24 year old lady. every morning i wake up sad and depreswed i wish i wasnt alive. sometimes i wish i could just walk infront of a vehicle and just die but am afraid of breaking my single mum's heart. i have always been doing good in school but sadly this doesnt reflect with what am earning. am even scared of meeting my classmates. i feel like i have let my family down.. i feel purposelesss. getting from one job to another. i have no boyfriend. i have low self esteem. i have so much anger and bitterness towards life and men after bad experiences and abuse. sometimes i remember people's comments about me and it really hurts. there is absolutely nothing i look forward to. i just want it all to end. im just sad nothing exites me anymore. i wish i could just sleep and never wake up.
Jesus loves you honey. Don't let other people's opinion about you pin you down. Sometimes people throw all their negativity towards for them to fell good about themselves. Focus on yourself, and always remember your mama loves you so much too.
About your salary and stuff, we all have different stories. Some of us are lucky enough to get stable jobs at once while others have to use a longer route.
I can imagine what you have been going through.Please get in touch with us for futher help.