I don't know what I feel anymore. Life has caught up too fast and everyone I know has progressed. I am still trying to figure out my purpose here. Thoughts of suicide come every day and I no longer fear them. I used to self harm (burn and cut) still do but not as much as I did back then. I try to stay positive for my family but sometimes it's hard. I know they think I'm a failure. I just want to disappear.
Sending hugssssssssss 💛
One step at a time. I too was there at some point. My colleagues from college progressed while I was hawking. Lady luck struck and got freelance jobs which got me a permanent position later, my the boss referred me to a multinational....
I believe kidogo patience goes a long way. Believe in your self and always pat your self in the back... Life in 254 is hard and you paying simple bills is a miracle.