Im sad i feel like my boyfriend doesn't understand me and we argue and i cry alot he migh not notice it maybe but he makes me feel like im a disappointment i have made so many sacrifices for us but he never understands i love him and i can't tell him how i feel because he still wont understand how feel
You may have to find another way of letting him know;
Text him. Write him a letter. Make him his favourite meal. You just have to find a way of getting to him in a manner he's comfortable and let him know in the process......
He could also be going through a lot and doesn't also know how to respond about it
The warning signs are there but you chose to ignore them . Is wish you well but always prioritize yourself because people come and go
Hello, I can imagine what you're going through...you love him, he may also claim to love you back but his actions dictate otherwise, the confusion and frustration that you must be experiencing! Take heart.
From experience, when a relationship gets to a point where you start doubting yourself, losing faith in yourself, seeing yourself in a negative light, etc. pause and re-evaluate because I believe you should always be your number one fan and feeling like a disappointment isn't one way of being your own fanatic.